when in doubt: i'm ember. i use she/they pronouns.
 |
name |
ember |
pronouns |
she/her |
species |
human |
realness |
95%; you are talking to ember |
where to find |
in-person, at my physical body, all the time |
badges |
 |
the classic! ember loves learning how to solve problems and sharing knowledge with others. she loves
having a
sense of how others see her, and has a hard time not trying to put her name on anything she leaves a
mark on.
ember laughs at most things to get through her day. she struggles with handling bouts of
rejection-sensitive-dysphoria when something really won't settle in the back of her head.
she tends to draw herself as an ambiguous blobby bird with parrot-like headfeathers. cause it looks nice.
 |
name |
crow |
pronouns |
it/they |
species |
crow!! |
realness |
80%; regular visitor |
where to find |
any cutesy conversation about birds |
badges |
 |
a real crow! caws and talks in a crow-like squeaky voice. very silly. comes out unplanned.
 |
name |
varia |
pronouns |
she/her |
species |
bird |
realness |
60%; occasional second-self |
where to find |
furry conventions, home, among other furries |
badges |
 |
the mascot for goodnight girl, and also ember's image of self-ownership and self-growth. varia likes to
be
comfy and physically loved by others, be it hugging others while wearing something soft, being a warm
pillow
for her partner, or having her white-pink down complemented.
she's found that cawing is a great way to nullify the feeling of an intrusive thought, because she's just
a
silly bird.
 |
name |
daryl |
pronouns |
he/they |
species |
black capped chickadee |
realness |
0%; fictional character, icon |
where to find |
on-stage, online through social media/forums |
badges |
 |
my first named fursona. daryl represents my masculine side. i use him as a way to convey deeper and
angstier thoughts about life and the nature of romance. i enjoy being him to create art, but i would
feel uncomfortable if someone tried to talk to me in person as daryl. i prefer him as a muse and a
character who i'm invested in giving life through my art.
 |
name |
gil(l) |
pronouns |
he/him |
species |
crow/bald eagle/shoebill |
realness |
30%; lucky to spot |
where to find |
at the skatepark, in a smash tourament |
badges |
  |
my personal ownership of the idea of masculinity, in a way where i feel more ownership over gil's name
and identity. he's let me re-engage with the bits i liked personally about masculinity and want to carry
out into the real world, like having hairy legs, speaking with a low voice, and not being afraid to be
boy-ish.
it's hard not to slip into gil when i'm skateboarding, competitive gaming, or enjoying the rowdy company
of some dudes.
abandoned selves
they were useful for me to help figure out where i sit now with my identity. may they be remembered for
being
a crucial stepping stone.
- greta gold (golden eagle)
- embird (peryton)